My floor is changing. My friends are changing. And no doubt, my family is changing. I don't think I am changing...but I definitely feel different.
My floor: Everyone was at first very friendly and happy. Rowdy but inclusive. I felt like myself, and I looked forward to interacting with them. Now I think they are starting to branch off, which is great, because that is what everyone should be doing. It is university afterall. And they are also more preoccupied with school. Yet another value that should be a priority anyway. The only problem is I am feeling left behind. As I am the same as I was at the beginning. I have been here for 4 years, what more is there for me to learn?
My friends: I find that there are people you feel an instant connection with, yet perhaps what you think is/was there, is there no more. It is interesting to think that there are people I meet about whom I think "They could be significant people in my life and change me in a good way". But half the time, nothing really materializes. What makes us choose what friends we make and keep? Time? convenience? All relationships, no matter how small, require effort.
Family: I don't contact my immediate family as much as I would like. I shall try hard to change this.
Me: What is new with me? 1) I got my grad photos taken! 2) I am doing cuts for cancer, which requires me to raise money and to cut off 10 inches of my hair to make a wig for children who suffer hairloss from chemotherapy 3) I am on my way to Finland at the end of April. It is official, as I (or my Dad rather...Thanks dad!) have bought my ticket.
Wow, I only have a month of undergrad left. Crazy!
Sunday, March 12, 2006
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The core of a person does not change much. What is perceived to be a change after knowing someone longer is due to your better understanding of the other person. In other words, you know better, not that the other person change much.
Hey dad! What you say is true. However I hope to keep changing, to better myself. Could it be that a person who changes to better themselves, ends up leaving people they care about behind? Or perhaps, stops getting along with them like they used to?
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